Harmonious Twin Flame Union Update 1 - Deeper commitment and partnership

Hello everyone!

We would like to share with you some updates of our Harmonious Union.

Lately, we have been focusing a lot on partnering. Since I have resigned my job to fully commit to bringing HTFU and Divine Gaming to the world, we have gone through enormous transformation. It feels like we died and reborn again to continue to blossom in love. While I was having my last weeks at the former job, I went through a lot of upheaval in which I released a lot of fears, anxiety and grief. I was going through something no one around me went, not my family, not my colleagues or people that I knew in my life. My beloved Laurentiu was with me at every step of the way and I appreciate him greatly for that. He has worked very hard for us to be able to make this step. Also we had a lot of support from the community and the teachings, as for without them we would not be here today. I have enormous gratitude for the gift I have been given.

We have now closed a week since I have been completely free, and this is exactly how it feels like: freedom. I have watched Jeff and Shaleia share in the classes about their life and what it could look like. Now I have a glimpse of that and I am happy we can expand in this space. At first, we needed a lot of rest and I felt I could not function properly. Laurentiu was also feeling this upheaval and helping me move through it. Then we started to expand a little. We were still not used to spending so much time together and we had to surrender how our days look like. Things that Laurentiu used to do alone, now we started to do together. In this week we cooked, cleaned, shopped, coached and did everything together. At first, it was like riding a bike after you didn’t ride for a long time, but after a few strides we got used to it. Now we are just going deeper into expanding together and it feels so so so good.

The first touching moment was a walk from the dentist we had. It was somewhat in the morning, and it rained during the night. The air was a little humid and cold and seemed fresher and full of life. There were people around walking and doing their thing, but it was not rush hour so everything seemed so peaceful. I was in awe and really grateful, to be walking hand-in-hand with my twin flame in a beautiful spring noon.

The next memorable moment we had was when Laurentiu had some task to do, but we needed to make some food as well. He was so flustered and a little panicked that he could not do both things, and asked me if I could help him by cooking while he worked. I agreed, of course. He was so unused to have me around to help with things and I could feel his relief that I was there to support him, too. I grew a lot in appreciation of how much work he did for me, for us and our HTFU <3

Then, yesterday we went out to do some shopping. It was the first time shopping in this new life. In the store, God guided me to make some pizza for lunch. It made me happy so we bought everything we needed for that and supplied on some things. I was a bit nervous to be shopping but kept being present with myself and Laurentiu and what we needed. In the end, we spend much less money than I have expected. Before, when I had a job and we went shopping, I was always buying so many things and spending so much money. I was afraid I would do the same now, but things changed. I reflected on this on the way home and realized that, the money I received from my job (which was an energy leak), I was using to get high. I was buying recklessly and without feeling into what I was buying. Large quantities and expensive stuff, all for nothing (therefore creating an energy leak). I am grateful for my job, as it allowed us to live and invest into these teachings, but I can see now how something born out of an energy leak, fear, ego will always have to be released and it will not give you fulfillment as something based on love/God/truth. While this seems obvious, experiencing this at a new level is always humbling.
When we got home, we prepared the pizza together and it was simply delicious <3

While going through these changes, we also had a lot of little arguments. We also laughed much more and goofed around much more. We feel so alive together, to a level we never experienced before.

One more big inner breakthrough I desire to share with you today is this one.
We were receiving a coaching session and I was feeling unloved and alone. Laurentiu was with me in the session, and the coach pointed me towards him. Love is always there. I healed the upset, but later that night I was hit with an intense heaviness. Since we were part of the community, coaches have often pointed me towards Laurentiu when I was feeling unloved or alone. While I understood that he is my twin flame and he loves me, I felt like something was missing inside of me. I felt ashamed of my upset and I didn’t wanted to share with Laurentiu my feelings. He felt that something was wrong and kept space for and and he helped me open up. When I felt ready, I asked him:
– Why do people point me to you when I have upsets? I know what you are to me but I feel I cannot understand, and I need to know. Please tell me why? I asked
I felt very ashamed asking him this, but the heaviness of not knowing, of that piece of separation, was unbearable. I was afraid that he would get mad, thinking that I do not appreciate him or loved him for asking him that. But alas, the question was asked and I felt so so vulnerable in front of him.
– It’s because you love yourself so much that I am here next to you. he answered simply and peacefully
And that was the piece I needed. All the heaviness was now releasing and started crying. He help my hand as I released all the feelings coming up, and I felt so much love and gratitude, and felt how God spoke through Laurentiu to heal me. It was a sacred moment for us and I felt like our whole HTFU shifted after that revelation.

I am grateful to Jeff, Shaleia and Grace for the miracle of HTFU. Thank you!
Thank you for reading and if you are interested in finding out more about the teaching that changed my life, check them out here: https://twinflamesuniverse.com/