Health journey with your Twin Flame - a personal update
One of the things Laurentiu and I are going deeper into at this time is our health. For those of you following our journey, you might know we are exploring building a house and because of that we visited my mom recently and we are now moving with her to grow some roots there and better plan our next steps.
One thing I didn’t share was that some deeper things about my health have been revealed in that visit.
Besides our finances, one of the things I have personally worked on most is my health. It all started when I shifted into our business, just like the journey about our finances. Since the changes we made, I didn’t have a medical insurance. Even if this wasn’t such a big deal, it was something that I knew was good to have so we have worked on and off to get my medical insurance back. Up until December last year we have worked on and off so I could access medical facilities if needed. Nothing major was happening in my health, but I was noticing some changes that I couldn’t explain that I felt needed deeper exploration and awareness.
Even if now I could access medical facilities, I felt rather stuck to approach any investigation, mainly because I didn’t know where to start. Overall, I felt good and the things that I experience were not that big of a deal (spoilers: they were warnings of something bigger going on - don’t neglect the signs your body gives you). However, through having a conversation with my mom, I realized I had some trauma about going to the doctor. When I was young, I went through some investigations and all the doctors I met were fearful and did not make me feel safe in having a relationship with my body. Practically there was this energy of “your body is this mysterious thing you have that you have no power over” that I was presented with. This is where I am deeply grateful for the Teachings of Union and Jeff and Shaleia since I know that my relationship with my body is just another facet of my relationship with myself and my relationship with God. In that sense, I am powerful and I know there are simply things to be healed that need to be addressed in this space.
Another thing that was revealed was that, at some point, my mom had enough with the doctors she was meeting and took an alternative approach. She took my to a bioresonance clinic where I had an investigation and then some natural based treatment prescribed. At that point I was taking both natural and doctor prescribed treatments. Things improved and I didn’t have any issues in that area of my life up until now. At first, when hearing about all this, I realized I wasn’t able to remember much of anything, but slowly, as I healed, my memories came back and I was able to identify yet another event that made me shut down and forget about this completely. This is where the Mind Alignment Process can literally save your life :).
So, with all that, my mom kindly recommended me I do some investigations before the move. Due to all of this new awareness as well, I felt ready. I didn’t go to the hospital or a doctor in a conventional way, but Laurentiu and I did have a bioresonance consultation. For those of you that don’t know, bioresonance is a way of diagnostic based on devices that read the wave lengths of your body in different ways and provide you a full report on how your body is doing. It is non invasive and pretty easy to do. When I was young I remembered I had all these things attached to my body to read it, but now it was completely wireless.
I am grateful that Laurentiu not only went with me but did a consultation as well. We got to know ourselves and each other way better because of it and we are able to support each other in this healing process, which I am very happy that we can do. We approach our spiritual healing together so approaching our physical healing in the same way is no surprise, but I am still very grateful for it.
So, what did we find out? We have some mild things to take care of that we are blessed to have found in the current state where they can easily be adjusted with some treatment, slight changes in our diet and spiritual healing. For me, it was an elevated heart rate which made me feel fatigued easily. This is caused by fat deposited in my blood stream and body due to eating excessive fat and a slow functioning liver. This also caused my brain to respond slower to signals, which I found interesting since I noticed I wasn’t as mentally agile as I used to be, but couldn’t identify why. Another thing that came up is hypothyroidism which is potentially one of the main reasons as to why I am experiencing some other physical symptoms like gaining weight and some skin issues. The first course of action is to re-balance my thyroid and removing the excess fat from my bloodstream. For this I have been prescribed a combination of natural remedies, medicine and slight dietary adjustments.
For Lau, he has some gastrointestinal issues that can easily be adjusted with some changes in diet and some treatment for a few months. The doctor said that one of the reasons this is happening is that he takes issues in his life too much to heart, which we found interesting as a spiritual insight, since he also mentioned that the stomach is the first thing to be affected if you let upsets get to you. He also has the fat issue in the blood stream like I do, which is no surprise since we eat the same things. Another thing that came up for him was some lower back issues that, if he is not careful with, could cause a herniated disk - Lau had lower back issues for quite some time due to intense physical labor he did in his childhood. He was also prescribed some natural remedies, medicine and slight dietary adjustments.
One thing that we felt was very relieving in this experience, besides all the awareness and steps forward, was the presence of the doctor. While he was serious and provided discipline where needed, he also told us most of these things are easily fixable with treatment. He was never afraid of what we experienced and gave us advice of how to take care of ourselves, which included a long lecture about not drinking water/liquids during meals (which is a big no no) and some rather fatherly advice that if we want children we should “finish our business” and get to it sooner rather than later. Apparently a pregnancy would also support my hormonal issues since, he claimed, would cause my body to reset in this space - which I found interesting. Another interesting thing he mentioned when it came to our diet was the function of the pancreas, and how the pancreas receives genetically information about how your ancestors have been eating and has some blueprint about what kind of foods you would be accustomed to eat. In that sense, eating foods that your grandparents were eating would be easier on your body since it knows how to handle that kind of food. He shared how, if an Asian would come in Romania and eat like a Romanian, they would probably have health issues and vice versa if a Romanian would go to Asian and eat fully like an Asian person.
All in all, we are taking all this in, letting it ground and heal everything that is coming up. There are a lot of awareness we received and we are taking it all in. It is especially interesting to see how all the things coming up, especially for me, are ancestral things. Most of the things shared didn’t catch me by surprise because I was like “yeah, that’s what every woman in my family has had health issues about”. However, I can see the growth in myself in approaching this. A few years ago I was petrified of anything related to my health. You see, my grandma died of breast cancer and it has also been one of the reasons I was peso afraid to go to the doctor. What if I received the news I had cancer? Even if I knew it would be more responsible to just go and see, I never dared to do it. Through the healing done with the Mirror Exercise I am able to face this in a much more peaceful manner than ever before, and I know it will get better and better the more I look into this. It is actually the not knowing that makes it so scary. Knowing all this about myself now is actually very relieving, even if some things are not as rosy.
If you are dealing with any health issues, diseases or concerns, I highly recommend watching this Sermon by Jeff and Shaleia, as it is fundamental is supporting yourself through your complete body healing. I am so grateful I can combine the spiritual with the natural and the chemical to fully support my health in the best way possible.